Why I'm Leaving

I cannot reach you

Whilst that tone is ringing in my ears

I shut it out

Until I hear it attack louder

In this midst

I become someone who I will never know

As much as

I love you

I can't help you

I can't save you

When you spin me

Into a monster

You Are Perfect; It's Just Reality

True perfection

Isn‘t hard to come by

It’s hard to notice

Perfection is comfortable

And natural

Purely natural

Perfection is people

Following their hearts

Nothing more than that

Diversity is perfection

Partially you’re just one in the crowd

But you’re really so much more

This takes bravery

And passion

To become yourself

Is anything worth the trouble anymore?

Sociality is difficult

And it takes someone smart

To be popular

Isn’t it interesting

How people are attracted

To people who aren’t recuperative to their feeling?

The brain is sinful

Desiring only unattainable things

Craving what is unapproachable

To be popular

You must lie

You must pretend

To be popular

You must be ignorant

Yet you cannot be

Therefore lying is key.

Inconsideracy

Now that I’m inside your head

Options of all sorts

Are waiting to be chosen

You’re smart

But I can be smarter

I got here on my own after all

Contradiction and ignorance

Are your biggest tools

For sketching people’s minds

You brainwasher!

I see your plans

I see the puzzle put together,

Now that I’m here

I’d rather not be

You’re truly selfish.

Even though I woke up late

Missed concert band and volleyball

Had detention

And didn't get lunch or breakfast,

It was a good day

Because he couldn't stop talking to me.

a joke with my bestfriend?

The Reason; That I'm Alive

I'll go against my morals
And my health
If you'll love me,

I will change for you
Because nothing matters in my life
Except you.

I don't and won't listen to the others
They threaten me
Because to them it's stupid.

How is it stupid to be
Deeply in awe
And falling over
Over someone
As necessary
As you,


You're a nesecity
No longer a want
I must have you in my life
You're the most important thing that
I've ever awcknowledged.

It's developed from a crush
To a love
To an obsession
To a need
And beyond

I'm passed every name of feelings
This isn't described by words
No one who has ever gone through this
Has lived without their need
Because this is more harmful to my health than
Anything that people could do to my body.